

Darkness ReturnsTill I met you I used to be addicted to pain till I met you You make me feel like there was lifeDarkness Returns
Inside of my empty body Empty soul You made me feel happiness When all I thought I could feel was pain You were my hero My saver You said you would always be there with me Holding me Still helping me feel something besides pain
And helping me feel like I wasn’t alone You thought me not to feel empty
You were my guiding light You told me there was light at the other end of the long dark tunnel I had been living Now that you left
All I see is da


with out youIt seemed the price I had to pay My joy was gone, my heart was sad (dead) Pain was all I knew Loving seemed too hard to dowith out you
After what we have been through
There was no safer place to be
Besides in you arms or with you close to me I opened my heart and soul to you
Now I feel emptiness with out you
You have my heart and soul
What to do?
This is all too familiar
I need you…. As I tell you this Tears run down my face Only thing besides pain I have felt
Since you left
All I want now to get my heart and soul back Please comfor


My turn?So many questions What is happiness?My turn?
How would you explain it? I can’t even picture happiness Sad Yes All I feel on good days is emptiness
On great days I feel pain My world came crashing down Everything good Everything bad It all fell
I don’t even know where to start over What used to make me smile, laugh
Or what we call “happy”
Now makes me cry Or physically sick thinking about what to do I just want the pain to go away
I want to feel empty or happy at least Is it my turn yet to be happy? Why do I have no faith in pe


happiness?On going strugglehappiness?
Fake smile Happy laugh Long sleave shirts Long pants Why? Why do I have all these things I am fake I am a survivor at the same time I am struggling Every moment of my life is a struggle up until
I make it to my room Where we find
A nice shinny object A razor
Razor blade One thing that has never made me so happy There are two things I look forward to in a day Both colors and objects of some matter One is Silver
Shinny Sharp Razor blade Two is The sight of dripping blood running d


Hold OnBleeding everyday There isn't any reason To continue on this way In this suicidal season One thousand tears of none Could never save your life You think that it's all done So you grab your knife Blood falls to the ground Screams fill the air People all around And all they do is stare You see that the day Just will not end And though you might say That you don't have a friend Know that I'm there And you need to hold on And that people care That you'll live another dawn So hold and live There's not much reason To kHold On


Hey You...These pills don't seem to be working, I can't seem to get a clue, My head is just a flood, Of thoughts about you...Hey You...
So if you want to listen, I really want you to know, I miss you so damn much, My head's about to blow...
Hey you, remember me? I'm that guy at your door, The one you used to love, But now you just ignore, You said to be different, You said you wanted more, They said you could do better, I'm sorry I was such a bore...
Such a bore...
I'm laying myself out there, Tearing down all the walls, B
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~Sometimes we get second chances... Sometimes we never make it past the first~
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I'm a picker, I'm a grinner
I'm a lover and I'm a sinner
I play my music in the sun
I'm a joker, I'm a smoker
I'm a midnight toker
I sure dont want to hurt no one
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~Sometimes we get second chances... Sometimes we never make it past the first~
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